REVIEW: Dead to Me by Matt Bell – Midsumma



Walking tours of cities are fun. A lot of them are billed as ghost tours, because even if they aren’t all about the supernatural, city streets are haunted by their past. Looking at buildings built a long time ago and hearing stories about who used to live there – or died there – brings them to life in a way that a dry historical or architectural tour might not.

Matt Bell’s Dead to Me isn’t about the deep, dark past of Melbourne though. It’s about his personal history – and a date that went so badly, it haunts him to this very day. If the distant past isn’t scary enough, the life of a desperately single gay man can be terrifying.

Trying to get anyone to engage in proper conversation on dating apps is hard enough, but if men are reluctant to talk before meeting, then a man who actually asks questions and gives interesting answers leaps over a very low bar. Going on a first date with someone who seems interesting can still be fraught, though.

There are a lot of great details in this one-hour version of Matt’s two dates with a man who turns out has done a lot of “social media stalking”. Fittingly, Matt pulls out a red flag for us to follow as he walks through the city – about 12 kilometres-per-hour faster than the average straight person. (He does offer to slow down, because sometime heterosexuals can benefit from inclusion, too.)

The first dinner was at a fancy French restaurant, followed by an evening at the Athaneum Theatre seeing Ghost Stories – which is not Matt’s cup-of-tea at all. (In fact, tea isn't his cup-of-tea. He's a real glass-of-water man!) After that, we wander through the city visiting venues from the second date, which deteriorates rapidly, as soon as Matt discovers his date knows his full name, phone number and home address. Frightening!

Matt’s style is frenetic – he doesn’t drink coffee, because he bounces and flails enough, even when he’s standing still. He’s got some cute observations about queer dating culture and there’s a lovely running thread about being a millennial who hates confrontation. The show moves a lot though, and even as we’re entertained by suitable pop songs in our ears while we’re walking, walking at pace from place to place often dulls the momentum of the show.

And being on the streets of Melbourne can be distracting, as when - standing outside the State Library – a couple of teenage girls tried to get in on the act by dancing in the middle of the circle we’d made around Matt. It’s tricky to come back from being upstaged by a couple of Gen Z’s who just don’t give a damn about a show in progress. That was funny.

The blurb on the website gives the impression that the show will be a bit more freewheeling – a variety of stories about running into exes or being ghosted, but this version of the show focuses squarely on this one guy Matt dated with the occasional digression. It’s a heap of fun as the chaos increases and you get to know Matt better and better and the date gets worse and worse, though.

The show is a bit over an hour and there’s more hurried walking than I would have liked. But it’s fun to see the city of Melbourne haunted by awkward gay dates rather than its actual colonial history for once.

- Keith Gow, Theatre First

Dead to Me is on as part of Midsumma tonight and next Thurs/Fri/Sat only.

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